For absolute crying out loud! I am so sick of being in the center of some sort of "drama". The root of all of it seems to be jealousy. Jealousy with a healthy dose of self-centeredness. And both are sin. I am not throwing stones here. I can lean toward both very easily...I can and do more often than I care to admit. But I do admit it when I recognize it, and take them both to Jesus. At some point though, I am just going to explode from it all! I really don't care much for conflict. But I so often these days, find myself in the center of it. My nature is to just retreat from it all...pull back into a little shell, and let it all pass me by. But even doing that gets me in trouble.
Ahhh...Lord, help me see through your eyes!
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